TFMR-the Soul Crushing Choice

TFMR families.
The soul crushing choice.
The wanted baby, family member, sibling, grandchild, milestones….

It’s not a decision.

It never is.

It’s love, it’s heartbreak.

It’s letting them never know pain.
Only to take it upon the excruciating pain for the rest of your life.

It’s learning to live with the pain.
It’s learning to live with grief.
It’s learning to accept, love and LIVE for them.

It’s going into the deepest hole and thinking you will never survive.

It’s wanting to give your life/trade places with them so that they can live out a full, happy and healthy one.

It’s finally surfacing. It’s feeling their presence, their love and light. To start to live.

It’s bringing awareness to part of their story, part of their purpose, but they will always be more.

They are the babies so wanted, so loved.

It’s an honour to Aksel’s Mum. And I am grateful to be in a space where he is accepted and loved by a beautiful community as much as I do.

~Sarah Jade @lifewithsarahjade